Sunday, February 14, 2010

Morning monologue with Roy. (He hasn't been answering my chat messages lately. Oh well...

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Good morning! Happy Valentines . We should have a date. I want to go to the arcade and play ExZeus,

OK we went, had a lovely time. now we are back. Thanks, that was fun. Maybe we can do it again sometime?
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Your attachment to your painful past is preventing you from enjoying the pleasant present and moving on to the ever-so-glorious future.

For the creative person, energy needs to flow into alternate creative time-lines. Conversely, mind parasites prefer energy to remain fixed into stagnant time-lines which generate negative energies they can suck on, like marrow remaining in an old bone. A poor diet feeds these corroded time-lines because their low quality of vibration more readily accepts the low vibratory quality of inferior nourishment.

I'm making a dance mix for my brothers birthday party.

I know my own value and I know yours too, but you don't know your own value, so you have to prove it to yourself. Besides, you can't know my value properly until you know your own. It's a reciprocal function.

I have never used this line before and I will not use it again except on you. "You had me at Hello."

Hey, there, Freddy Kruger! Drag yourself out of your funky old hell hole and come visit me!! Geeze, Loueeze!!

Bring me a fucking cigarette!! I'm all out.

Wake the fuck up you flaming asshole!!

Besides I have a stupid code error and I have no clue what they are talking about and I'm getting pissed off.

Why can't you just help me instead of standing there all smug and superior. OMG you are such an asshole. OMG I am in live with a total ASSHOLE!! What is WRONG with me?

I am in love with a total ASSHOLE!!


What the fuck is WRONG with me?

the error is "Tag is broken: 3. "I have no idea what that means.

Look so I don't know HTML. I know other things so it balances out.

You're coming to my brother's party, right? It's also the opening of their studio, "Free Range Recording" I think you are expected to show up. I wish you'd wake up already and get out of that nightmare existence.

Holy fuck, well, I am sure out of it. I got better things to do. Meet you up there where the path runs straight and high.

Like my new display image? I call it "Home Alone - In the Dark."

Hey how do you do that Buzz thing? that is so cool!!

Good thing I am used to talking to myself otherwise I would be really frustrated over here.

I'll just pretend you are real and we are having a conversation instead of an eternal monologue.

I'm sure you won't mind, right, Roy?

Roy: No problem, lady.

OMG you are a total RETARD!! That's ok, me too, in different ways.

Roy: You got that right, lady.

If we lived, like, by a hot spring, we wouldn't have to worry about soap or shampoo.

Imagine you and me, face to face in a real nice place with no computer, no other people, no clothes.

Roy: I like the no clothes part.

Me too,especially and the part about nothing better to do with our time.

We could just rub our meat together in all sorts of interesting ways.

OK I just totally did that in my imagination except for the real body-feel and taste and smell part, but I did ok on the visuals.

And I am working on the audios. I'm hearing soft whispers, birdsong and the murmur of running water. I hear the breeze sighing in the tops of the pine trees surrounding us.
Now I can smell the pines and that summer smell. That smell that keeps me longing for I-don't-quite-know-what. I know I will recognize it when I am there, and in this dream I am there. You are there too and we look at each other and realize that this is what we came here to do and that everything in each of our past's has served to bring us here. Everything makes sense now and we look back and laugh at our fears.
We get up and run to the water and dive in. We dive off a little bridge which crosses the stream emptying into the lake.
Under the water there are many treasures but we just let them be. We don't need anything.

The phone is ringing right now I am ignoring it. I'd rather be in this dream.

There is no phone.

OH, I am scared that if I leave this world I will die but if I die with you that's OK.

I hate this. I'm between worlds over here. Oh well, I might as well answer the phone.

Anyway, I love this world too and \OMG I just said "Bring me the child or I'll eat your soul" and I meant it.

I was talking about my grandson 'cause they want me to watch him and I said OK if they bring him here. And they're all like "whatever, blah blah blah and I'm all like BRING ME THE CHILD!

The kid is so much fun, The kid is the best toy EVER!! Only I am the one who feels like the toy. The kid is like the driver. I'm the car.

OMG maybe the kid is a fucking parasite! Im a gonna drive my own car, Thanks!!
Fortunately he has his own agenda. There is a nice give and take there. I can putter along and keep up with him, too.

I always get along well with three-year olds. They are fair and balanced, for the most part.
Given an opportunity, they will always tell the truth.

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