This place really gets to me sometimes. Mostly I keep to myself and do whatever I need or want to do at the time. Sometimes I go hang out with folks, but often there is so much bullshit flying around that I just stay to home.
It's nice and peaceful in here. All the cares and woes of the world dissolve while I listen to music and paint, write or sometimes just snooze. It's better than being caught in the crossfire out there. Sheesh!!
The main problem with people is that basically they've been taught to hate their Selves,(their Best Selves, their Higher Power etc. )
Then if a person thinks well of themselves, the Self-haters cry that that person is arrogant or selfish or insolent. They expect other people to do things "their" way, so they whine and insult and accuse the Self-centered person in order to get their way. And it's not ever their Own way. If a person is really following their own way then they are quite content to live and let live regarding what other people do with their lives.
I tend to be all, like "whatever" regarding what other people do but I don't legislate or lobby, I just do my thing.
I do " me", you do "you" and it's all good. Then I get to see things from another person's point of view, if I like.
I really don't want other people to be like me, but I would like to be of interest to a person as ME, not some societal role.
Like, I can cook a wonderful meal, suck a dick, change a tire etc, etc. But those are things a machine can do and I believe the evolutionary trend is toward "human as artist in a Universe" that delights in creativity and artistry.
I guess I'm banking on the forces of evolution as being in my favor.
This other shit is so played out that I believe the Universe is bored to tears with the whole scenario. I sure am. THE OLD WORLD IS DYING!! Let it be. Stop. Think> Create. Play> Enjoy. Is there anything so wrong with that? What are we afraid of?
