Thursday, March 22, 2018

I spent yesterday evening with Leone, ostensibly to help him with his homework but it turned out to be just a series of annoyances, he is totally uncooperative, annoying, arrogant, obsessed with being #1, with his grades, with winning.
He has no interest in anything but himself. Certainly he is not interested in what I have to say. He always wants to be my favorite grandchild. Hahah.

I told him and Theo some stories about my sister Roberta and how it seemed that everyone liked her better because she was young and cute, and I wonder, was I that arrogant as Leone when I was a kid and was that why no one liked me?
I told them about the time when my garden club were to enter fruit and vegetable arrangements in the Dutchess County Fair. I made a beautiful princess with cabbage leaves for skirts and corn silk for hair. Roberta, although too young to belong to the garden club, made a doll of an apple with some marshmallows stuck on for head, arms, and legs. She won first prize and I got an Honorable Mention. It was not so much that I wanted the first prize
Sam said onetime that I have lots of admirers but no friends. Then I was thinking how when I was a kid there were no other kids around so I had no friends so I had imaginary playmates, Lenny was invisible and there were the snakes, and the little cast iron jockey over on the Winner's terrace.
That was who I had to play with and talk to all the time.

Missing Graham


Gemini 14
TWO PEOPLE, AT WIDELY DIFFERENT POINTS, ARE IN CONVERSATION WITH EACH OTHER BY MEANS OF TELEPATHY
This Symbol speaks of psychic and clairvoyant communication with others and the ability to be able to pick up on what others are thinking. You can communicate with someone and it is not always necessary to be physically face-to-face, or on the phone or emailing them or the like. You can have bonds with people that are unaffected by distance or actually being in touch with each other. Let your heart tell you that you are always in their company and there is no need to feel alone. Keeping others in your mind and heart will communicate something to them, and probably they back to you. Conquering space and time limitations. Psychic and mental communication. Sharing ideas. The ‘other person’ knowing what is felt or thought. Being on the same frequency.
The Caution: Blocking out sensitive awareness for the sake of social needs or expectations. Mind and thought control. Manipulating by subtle means. Losing contact. Not getting the message. Not seeing eye-to-eye. Barging into other people's space.
Keywords: Conquering space and time limitations. Psychic and mental communication. Sharing and thinking the same ideas. Knowing what is felt or thought by others. Feeling connected regardless of physical contact. Being on the same frequency. Mediumship. Telepathic communication. Conversation. Direct lines of communication. Mind reading.

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