So if no one is reading this then I can dance across the pages or the screen like I dance in my mind. I really can say whatever I want which is That I love my life just as it is with modulations and variability, but all in all, I like it just as it is and don't want to change anything, just develop things. I just want to go deeper and deeper into things. For instance, I want to get into papier mache work just like I did in Huntington and when I lived in Cooperstown. I basically just have been just doing the same thing for many years no matter where I was living but it would be easier for me if I was in one place so I can perfect my system instead of having to start over. Of course having to start over and over has its benefits which is to ingrain my habits deeper and deeper.
Regarding humanity, I am happiest when I pretend that everyone else is dead, sort of like the suicide bomber in the Volkswagon video. Everyone else is out there having a good time doing what they need to do and I am in here doing what I need to do.
Sometimes imagine that I myself am death or that death is my best friend and confidant Either way, it's very comforting. It nicely removes all fear and regret.
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