Answering the May Day call

I posted these three pictures on facebook today. feeling at once the pressure of living " inside the box and the intense bliss of living outside the box.
Then I wrote in my book "May Day! May Day! I want to make a Stand but I feel too wishy washy.
Then:Self-observation:
A.)I am one who likes myself
B.)I take an interest in the world around me.
C.) I am non-judgemental (Indifferent) but not without preferences (apathetic)
D.)I attach myself to the most immediate Joy and pleasure.
E.) I trust myself to make the right choices no matter who disagrees. I alone have to wake up with myself every morning.
F.) In a world of illusion I am the one true thing. On my Self alone can I depend so when my higher Self says "relax," I believe.